In my effort to travel onwards to sexual enlightenment, I would like to describe some of my experiences and see if they resonate in any way with the reader.
I am not an experienced lover. Some might go even further to suggest a certain ineptitude, but as with most things in life, I am ready and willing to learn and experience, with the help of qualified and capable teachers! My interest and enjoyment of sex has not been an adult life-long thing. I have had times of great sexual energy and times of, to be ruthless, frigidity. Right now, I am fortunate to be in über sexy mode and I hope this lasts for some considerable time, so that I can savour each glorious moment of ultimate pleasure.
I will write in greater detail about the female ejaculation that I have experienced over the last few years particularly in a blog all of its own. It is worthy of a blog in its own right, as I am still fascinated by the total lack of knowledge about female cum and orgasm. All I can say now is that the sensation of cumming, knowing that you are going to gush great floods of sexy juices from your hot pussy is eclipsed by nothing. Try it. Let go and allow it to happen. It's a huge release in more ways than one.
So now to sex. The act. The fuck. The joy.
There are times when I have had a good old fuck, times when I have had sex and times when I think I have made love. Sometimes, these can happen simultaneously but there is differentiation.
I invited two friends round the other evening. I invited them because I enjoy their company. We can all collectively talk together for hours without major gaps in the conversation. I feel comfortable with them and I believe this is an important, almost vital part of the proceedings. I also invited them because I had hoped that we might have the opportunity and desire to share each other sexually. All three of us.
So it happened.
I had never kissed a woman, let alone allowed one to enjoy sucking and fondling my boobs. I was turned on by her touching my body, and excited by the prospect of lying with her and letting me reciprocate. I don't really consider myself remotely bisexual although I cannot deny that I have looked at women undressing at the gym or in a shared changing room at a shop. Yet, here I was totally turned on by being intimate with a woman.
I think that these sensations were stimulated by the fact that someone was watching us and soon would be joining us, in glorious nakedness. Being a hetero woman, ultimately, I want cock. That satisfies me. I love it. He undressed and climbed into bed with us.
So we had sex, the three of us. I kissed her and caressed her tits, sucking on her erect nipples. I kissed him with an energy and desire that I fully recognized. I watched them as he inserted his erect cock into her sopping, wet cunt. And I took my turn as he transferred from her to me, thrusting his ample appendage into my screamingly orgasmic inners.
I soaked the bed with my cascades of cum, as did she.
I took the greatest of pleasures in looking down at this sexy man, as he had his cock inside my sexy friend and his tongue deeply entwined in my own fanny, licking me from side to side, and thrusting his tongue gently yet forcefully to where he knows I gain the greatest pleasure. This eroticism, this sensual appreciation of male and female form is all new to me, and it is wonderful. I will not deny that I still prefer the one on one form of sex. The intimacy and warmth from such a connection is incomparable ,if it is with the right person.
In all honesty, I am not doing this subject justice. I need to think more carefully about what I am writing to really convey the sexuality of the moment. There is so much to discuss and contemplate. Watching other people having sex is clearly a turn on. If this wasn't the case, then why do so many people buy, produce and participate in porn films and websites? But watching two people that you know and like is even better! It is sensationally horny in a way that I could not have imagined that I would enjoy. I am more turned on my being watched than observing because I get the gratification twofold; I have his cock firmly in my ever needy vag and have the pleasure of someone watching, maybe greedily anticipating their opportunity. I want people to see me fuck. I want people to want what I am experiencing, not necessarily with me but I want them to be turned on by watching me have sex. Another blog.
I will return to this FFM experience later with more insight and information.
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